I've Been Looking Everywhere For This

Prince And The Revolution The beautiful ones  1984 by HARDSADNESS
I saw this around last year and I've lost touch of what the song was called, better yet what movie was it in. But I found it [=

Thank you Oddrocker for posting astounding stuff like this

5 Years In The Making

5 years ago I would say I was a lost kid when I got out of high school. A lot of confusion with the "real world" came upon me. Sure I had a job as a baquette server but it really wasn't much. Until my opportunity came at Walmart when my neighbor was the supervisor and refered me rto a position that wasn't glamorous but it would do for a while. A while turned into 2 years lol. After i've gotten fired I didn't know where else to turn. Pretty much for the past 3 years I've been starving and clawing for an opportunity to come my way. I was jobless period. Sure i've had knick knack jobs and a couple of schools that didn't work out but I had no idea where to go and turn. I was again that confused kid who was always lost at what I was doing...at what happened if it didn't work. More noteably having the mentality of nothing is ever going to work for me. So I go to this bus company my mom refered me to and I spend a month training on a bus. I never thought i'd be a bus driver, more so drive a bus so good beyond imperfection. But I did it. Did it as I passed the behind the wheel test for a Class B license. This an accomplishment and also 5 years in the making. No more will I be confused, lost, and negative about what and what's not going to work. I could have any job I want and all. In due time I will be successful and have a bright future. Who knows what will be next for me, maybe i'll go back to beimg confused. I hope not. But the moral to this is: if that theory of "you can do anything you set your mind to" is true to your heart, leave it there. Be who you can be at all times. Be yourself amd if an opportunity comes your way at any given time, grasp it. Thank you fod taking time to read this and allowing me to open up. Have a good day.

Smile

This past Tuesday a friend of mine by the name of Susana was conversing with me on the most randomest of things. We went onto the subject how I'm always smiling and laughing regardless of any situation. That very same day Sound Army general Orlando Oddrocker Greenhill told us that our snare drum has been stolen and he's going to cancel our slot for the Dancefest performance next month. A performance I was really looking forward to put on for the city and have myself and other soldiers of Sound Army put our talents on in front of Long Beach. For the person who stole, may bad things happen to you for an eternity. Not only that, Orlando told us that fellow Sound Army member Shawn Garcia recently gotten arrested for false identity. Shawn is a harmless person and is in his midteens. He does NOT have any business doing anything wrong, he's an innocent human being. There are a number of events in this world that's so wrong yet through all of the BS I still smile to then end. Nothing will never stop me from smiling for as long as I live this fine earth. Not even a breakup. Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened. Thank you Susana for those kind words, you're gonna go far kiddo.

Rugged Days

I'm at work with not a damn thing to do lol. While doing nothing ir clicked to me that society sure has come a very long way. I remember I was in the 10th grade (around 2004-2005) about to catch the bus heading to school. On this bus there was this girl with some fresh Jordans on. Very nice right? Wrong! I accidentally left a a little tiny unoticeable (a very unoticeable smudge) by me stepping against it. Not me stepping on it, but against it. I apologized for it but she had an aggressive attitude regardless of my apology. For about a few stops down she got off of the bus and decided to skip school...due to her "shoe smudge". Lol I must've laughed all the way to school after seeing that. Then there was this one time this classmate complained to me that she didnt see her favorite movie at a theater due to it being cut shut by people fighting over a stepped on shoe. I look at that now a days and think: what the hell were we thinking!?  We were in competition over clothes, shoes, what kind of phone our parents got us lol. In all honesty it was ridiculous. If you wore a white t-shirt you were a target, and shoes too. Now a days I can walk around in my beat up vans...and people wont give a shit what I wear. Now a days it isnt competitive, since everything looks cool to everyone. I could honestly say we got it good as far as fashion goes. And if we could keep it this way without anyone getting killed: it'd be a blessing.

If You're A Buly: Die.

Them: who the fuck

are you!??!

ME: that nigga...

Somehow and someway...

June seems to be my lucky

month.

Is Facebook trying to

tell me something with

that ADHD Hub Ad at the

side of my newsfeed? Yikes.

muhFUCKAH!!!

don't you EVER tell

me how I don't know

how to balance a valid

relationship when YOU

haven't balanced one in

the past 5 years

(yeah...cool story bro)

I Do This Shit

I laugh at people who make constant plans for themselves as if they think they're going to make something of, or accomplish something. It's constant planning and no consistency. I have no respect for a person who's constantly talking but not walking. Constantly planning is pointless if you're gonna fuck it over by not doing anything. I love my life right now and guess what: half of the shit I do on a daily basis I don't plan out. I just feel shit as it comes. I have no point or time to put on a elaborate scheme to be successful. I'm just a person that lives a life so random and as it comes. So if you're a person who always talks but never walks and you're all like: "We goin straight to the top" or "We're on our own road in the fast lane, you just on the sidewalk" or some shit like that...hang yourself on a rope. I'm Antonio Maurice Winston-Silva...and I do this shit.

There you go...

chasing me again.

I love how people

make plans for me as

if I don't have a life

when I do...

Stop! You Lyin' Muthafuckas Stop!

I absolutely HATE talking on the phone with anyone who calls

me. What's so got damn hard

on texting me? 

FVCK Peter Rosenberg!

THE WEEKND : LIFE OF THE PARTY from TZION BLACK on Vimeo.

baby i'll sing to you until

my voice gets hoarse

Anybody Else Qualified?

Tired of these rappers, tired of these jackers
Tired of these dances by these backpackers
And I'm sick of all these hipsters
I'm sick of phony niggas
I'm sticking to these bitches, cause I'm sick of all these sisters
I'm sick and tired of tryna survive, I'm sick tired of my environment
I'm sick and tired of feeling deprived, I'm one of a kind, when in my climate
I'm sick and tired of your facade and all of your lying and all your diamonds
I'm basically sick and tired of feeling sick and tired

Family First 2

That bitch had the nerve

to try and come to talk

to me and she had kids!

(Tony don't play that)

Family First

Shout out to Nik Kai

Just don't tell me you love me
You're gonna make it too hard for me
I wish you were ugly
It wouldn't be so hard to leave
'Cause baby I hate to love you
I can't make up my mind
'Cause right when I tell you it's over
By the end of the night, I be right back in bed witchu