Saturday, March 31, 2012

Friday, March 30, 2012

With that said:
I love my next <3
I can see it in your eyes, you're angry
Regret got shit on what you're feeling now
Mad cause he ain't like me
Oh you mad cause nobody ever did it like me
All the care I would take, all the love that we made
Now you're trying to find somebody to replace what I gave to you
It's a shame you didn't keep it: Alicia, Catya
I know that you gon hear this: I'm the man
Yeah I said it
Bitch i'm the man
Don't you forget it
The way you walk, that's me
The way you talk, that's me
The way you've got your hair up, did you forget that's me?
And the voice in the speaker right now, that's me, that's me
And the voice in your ear, that's me
Can't you see that I made it? yeah I made it
First I made you who you are, then I made it
And you're wasted with your ladies
Yeah I'm the reason why you always getting faded
Take a shot for me

(yeah, HBD and shit)

Thursday, March 29, 2012

Saturday, March 24, 2012

don't cry because it's over,
just smile because it happened.

Thursday, March 22, 2012

I could never fully
understand how you can
pursue a person of interest
and how people can react
into wanting you when you're
taken. But when you're single
you're another motherfucker
walking down the street lol.
"you long titty, no nipple havin bitch!! OOOOOOHHH HE SAID SHE AINT GOT NO NIPPAAALLSS!!"

Sweet Mother Of God 0_0

the snippets, go listen...NOW!

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

My new thing: for every
Facebook status subliminally
about me...I'm gonna "like" it.
If the shoe fits wear it, right?
fuck chocolate chip cookies...
if you oven bake me
some oatmeal raisin cookies:
I will marry you, (period).

Friday, March 16, 2012

So why is it when I start to sing...other niggas wanna sing too. I'll never understand it.

*DEAD*

HOLD UP!
HOLD UP!
HOLD UP!
HOLD UP!
HOLD UP!
HOLD UP!
HOLD UP!
HOLD UP!
HOLD UP!
HOLD UP!
YEAH!!!

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Dear Granny,

 It's been a year from today since you were away from us. Us as in your family, friends and loved ones. I'm posting this letter for the world to show my unconditional love for a woman who was a fighter who couldn't fight anymore. I look up to you as an inspiration, a woman of wealth and prosperity. No one can ever replace the woman who loved me than life itself the most. There's not a single day that I don't think about the gift you gave all us in the bizarre world. That morning of your passing I couldn't believe it. It was cold, heartbreaking, and full of triumph. Prior to your passing, when I got the message that you were diagnosed with cancer: I remember being blind to it. I just thought that you would fight through it like you usually do but it was a defeat that shocked us all. I remember being half crazy and saying that I shouldn't be by my grandma's side to care for her and go to someone's city to spend time with them. A person who I thought I would spend the rest of my life with was a priority at that time. It turns out that I made that person wait for me. But I'm hear to say that I'm deeply sorry Granny for that, you don't know how much I regret thinking of what I thought at that time. I was truly disappointed in myself as both a person and human being.  I could never ever forgive myself for that and it's a grudge that I'll hold forever within myself. However Granny I could never forget the good times we had and those memories will forever be stored within myself. Your children and grandchildren are ok, and never ever have they fallen under success. We're fine and will forever keep our heads up. We know that on this day you don't want us to be saddened with you gone so we celebrate you today. You were always positive in everything that you said or meant so we (as in the family) are doing a prayer circle, eat your favorite food of choice and who knows we might form a Soul Train Line like you used to do lol. So Patricia Anne McClendon (or Pat, yes I know you don't like being called your full name lol) you're still with us and still forever in our hearts. May you be blessed in all of your journey upstairs and I love you so much. Thank you for reading this letter and again "Yonio" loves you :)


Your dearest Grandson,
Antonio Maurice Winston.

Midnight...Drinking Minute Maid Out Of A Wine Glass


Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Btw: niggas cant see me in Draw Something...I just wanted to say that ;)

TLC > Destiny's Child

Sometimes I wanna post things
on FaceBook like: "bitch that function was turnt af! How the fuck you leave early with no nigga in sight and yo ass is alone at home!?"...but I don't.

Monday, March 12, 2012

(come to the show with me tonight)



DJ: Damn them niggas is dirty windin'!
Kevin: no, no we're not...d...don't say that.
XD

I want that damn ski mask.

An All New Season Of "What Grinds My Gears".

Well it's been a while since I've done this. Why you ask? I'm really not a negative person to do things of this nature but within a world so enticing upon what irks you the most: you cant help it. So yeah I'll go ahead and shoot off.

I love my friends, they are the greatest people to remit upon when it comes to troubles. They're the greatest escape known to man. But there's those friends and moments where you have to "depend" on them and you "need" them. It can vary from on how much money they have to how much you cant resist them but in reality you don't need them. If I have to constantly request to hang with a friend and keep in touch with them myself and I'm not getting anything in return, chances are you're on my shitlist. And I'm not going to lie: there's some friends that I'm cool with still with throughout  having me stress about it explain themselves on how they fucked up as a result relating to that. And I'm also not cool with people who just don't give a damn. In all honesty I'm a 23 year old grown man and I'm just not some kid who you talk down to and go away for a while just because "you're busy". We're all human and we have those moments when we're busy, hell I am too I'm not exempt. But we as humans aren't busy ALL THE TIME. This is just me venting out as a general statement, this wasn't aimed to anyone special nor a certain friend of mine. All I'm asking is to hang out, not to shoot heroin in our arms lol. Neither of us are God and we shouldn't screw around and play like him. That's when you need your ass whooped :)
Btw excuse my language, this just me randomly writing thoughts down.

And that ladies and gents is what grinds my gears.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

I Went to Drum Practice
Today and...all I can say is
Sound Army has nothing but love
and respect for the culture.
Glad to be apart of a team that respects
all people of ALL AGES.
Team: You picked a good guy ")

(type rainy mood in a google search bar)

(click the first link and enjoy)

Monday, March 5, 2012

How do I feel about
the general public?
-It's all a complete
mystery.

Dontchu be on that bullshiyieyet!!!

"I heard once that they would rather hear about memories than enemies. Rather hear what was or what will be then what is. Rather hear how you got it over how much it cost you. Rather hear about finding yourself and how you lost you. Rather you make this an open letter about family and struggle and it taking forever. About hearts that you've broken, and ties that you've severed. No doubt in my mind: that it'll make them feel better."